Realizing.

You know, just because you realized something doesn't mean your ready to see your realization upfront and in your face.
I've realized many things in my life, hell the past few months alone, however I don't see my realization until its in my face staring at me.
Realizing something is better for yourself. Seeing it, can still hurt you or it can amaze you.
Either way, in life, you'll experience both.