Goodbye To You 2008

You had your good and bad moments.
The biggest thing I could think of is meeting everyone from All Time Low the day that our new soon to be President Barack Obama won.
I won't say anything else but Happy New Years to all and I hope this year is better than last.

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Third time is the charm, I've been thinking of what my resolution, and I think mine is figuring out how to actually sleep at night. I don't remember when was the last time I actually feel asleep when I was supposed to. I'll figure it out. Somehow.

As for the year 2009, I will make it epic, or die trying. Don't care how it sounds, but I'm tired of being able to make things better and not doing it. I will always make mistakes, but some mistakes you let yourself fall into. This time, I'll try my best not to make it happen.
I feel like I have wayyy more to say, but my over thinking abilities is over riding.
If its worth something to express, I'll jot it down.
2009 is coming.
//FuckYou2008,IHopeIWon'tMissYou.

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

Was amazingly wonderful.
It seriously didn't feel like a 3 hour movie.
The actors portrayed their characters very well and I loved it.

True Blood

Is pretty much the best thing ever.
My new TV addiction.
Can't wait 'till the second season!

Officially Christmas.

Hope it goes well for all.
Go feast and beast when you open presents!
haha.

Merry Christmas, I could care less.
Istillcan'tfeelyouChristmas,

Christmas,

Has changed.
I barely feel the "spirit" of it anymore.
but i do feel all that food!
haha.

Sad thing tho, I don't even remember believing in Santa Clause.
Whatever, I feel kind of okay with it.


Season Greetings to all.

Breaking News!

I am not a size small anymore! (oratleastinskirtsfromforever21)
butttt, still I'm not an extra small or small.
Katya is now officially gaining wait & is up to a medium. (:
Yess!

Just finished watching...

Amazing film.
Pot smoking psychiatrist, Josh playing a drug dealer wanting action, yeahh. ahha.
Usually I'm good at predicting movies, but this one wasn't so easy to predict.
Recommended, most def.

Don't know why..

For some reason I feel okay not being at the Fall Out Boy show today. Maybe its just that I haven't actually thought about not being there. &maybe its cause if i went my bad luck would have caught up with me and had sold out tickets the minute it was my turn. I don't know. But my mom said: "Well, God knows why you're not supposed to be. So don't worry." Sounds a bit "holy" right? haha. But still thats true. &One day, I swear I will meet these boys.
(once again, yes I am lame. Get used to it. I don't care though. I'm honest on how I feel, get over it.)


MOREBUBBLES!
(of Fall Out Boy, Obv.)



(ignorethisifyouthinkitsstupid,causeiknow99.9%ofyoud0.)

Photoshopping boredom.

I'm home bored, NOT at the Fall Out Boy concert.... so I decided to photoshop.
&I found/learned how to do a new thing! Yay!





what do you think? (:

&I'm off for some photoshop discoveries!
(&yes I know I'm lame, thanks)

Happy Birthday,

Rian Dawson.
Hope it's as sweet as you are.
(:

Milk

Go see it.
I loved it, its not just a "gay movie."
It was interesting & taught me something, cause I never heard of Harvey Milk before this.
The buzz about it is true, its a great film.

Now I wanna go see Curious Case of Benjamin Button and Frost/Nixon.

Happy Birthday,

Alexander Gaskarth.
Hope you have a great birthday.
I hope your literally popping champagne today! (:

"Keep a calender this way you will always know."

So, I'm pretty sure everyone that has ever had a conversation with me about what I love or has even talked to me enough should know how much I love this band.
I love when I hear new music and like it, love it even more when its a band I really like.
So imagine how I feel when its a band I LOVE and I listen to the new music and LOVE it.
Get my drift yet?
Don't think so, no one ever does. Except these boys.
If you got what I meant, maybe its cause you know me well enough and know how crazy I am for these boys. And not "0MG! I wanz y0 bbzz!" but the actual, "Thank you Lord for introducing me to this band because now I have something to sooth me when no one can." HELLACHEESYIKNOW.
But, I don't care.
It doesn't matter how you found your favorite band or how long you've been a fan. To me at least it doesn't. Maybe its cause when I love a band and call them my "favorite" I truly & sincerely mean it.
I can write SO much just about this band, but I won't. Because it doesn't matter to you, I know this.
I'm writing this so when I meet them or go see them next (HOPEFULLY12/21!) I won't write or say a bunch of mumbles that don't even make sense to me.
I can write loads of quotes and lines from songs about them, I actually left a page looking gray almost once because I could not sleep and had all THEIR songs in my head. (pathetic yes, but I could care less.)
Fall Out Boy, I'm one of those fans that haven't given up on you. I'm of the "diehards" that will live up to the saying. I haven't even finished listening to the full album yet, but its wonderful so far. &I'm not saying it just cause your my favorite either. I truly get moved by some of the words you say.
"what a catch." You truly are. -
Pete Wentz; I don't think your a "sellout" because you've found a way to put your music out there and your ideas onto some clothes.
Patrick Stump; I love your voice. Even though sometimes I'm not sure if your saying "catsrace" or "armsrace" ha, I love it.
Joe Trohman; haha every time I see you on tv and my moms in the room she goes "God, he looks like a hobo." and my reply always is "Yeah, but I love that hobo."
Andy Hurley; real fans haven't forgotten about you. We know your the drummer with a heart of gold.


"I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs."
If you read this, dang I'm sorry you just read something that probably should have been in an invisible diary of mine. But thanks, maybe you've realized that I don't love these boys cause of their fame or because people I know love them. If this doesn't show you how much they mean to me, then tell me cause I wanna hear your opinion on it. SIKKKE! I don't care, the love I have for them I don't have to prove to anyone except to them themselves.
Now, off I go to fall asleep (hopefully) to their soothing words. (:

"Just do something and live.."

So today, I had an interview with In n Out Burger.
I was scared cause this was my second time asking fro a job because the first time I tried it I couldn't go back for the second interview cause volleyball season started.
So anyways, today I get there eat, finish eating and then ask for an interview.
Butttt, there was a guy there already waiting for an interview. &right when I asked someone else arrived and wanted one too. &thennn I see my friend john and he's asking for one too!
Hectic right? Yeah.
So I'm hella scared i might not make it, especially since when I was getting the interview she said "We just hired a couple of people not too long ago."
ughhhh.

But during the interview, it got me thinking. What am I going to do with my life once I'm out of high school? Really.
Yes, I want to go to college. &Yes, I want to live on my own.
How will I do that though if I can't start saving up right now.
In a month, I'll be able to get my license and finally drive on my own.
I don't have a car tho, and I'll have to pay for my insurance.
But I will find a way to make everything possible, because I know nobody will just say "Here, have 5,000 dollars do what ever you want." HA!
But this just showed me that really, I am growing up. As much as I wish I could stay a kid and just watch Peter Pan or Lion King all day I can't.

"This is it. This is the future you talked about. How is it? Right now. This second. Are you alive? Well then why not?" -C.Gutierrez

Twilight, twilight, twilight.

I'm hella bored &I'm stuck on homework, so i'm gonna write about Twilight! Yayy! (:

Since Twilight came out, everyone all "OMG! ROB!"
&I'm like "I told you so!"
Team Edward/Rob all the way.
I hate Jacob. Taylor is okay.
None of the characters can be played out right from the book into the film. But I do think some things could have been done better.
I won't list everything, cause i have a lotttt.
Yet, i hella loved the movie. Maybe its the fact that its been made into a movie and it didn't turn out to be complete crap.
But I was one of the few that thought Robert was going to be able to play a good Edward.
I mean look at this man!



Anywayss, ima go back to homework.
....I need to start wearing earrings. l:

First memory, second thanksgiving

Soo, first blog ever.
Been wanting to do this for a while.
I followed Ms. Lee on this tho.
Lets see who else will follow now....

Today, was my second thanksgiving.
Except with no turkey and only one person at the table, and homework before. (wellkindof.)
Studied at Peets with Liz, went to red onion and of coarse feasted.



I do not punch this girls pu-nahh-lee all the time, she wishes i did.
Today's my second mommy's birthday!
I wanna make her a cake, i hope she likes cake.
I'm writing this in the moment of my conversation with Lizzie.
She's right next to me and just finished her blog.



Someone give me a time machine, cause i don't want to school to come but i want to have my license and it be summahhhhhh'.