"Just do something and live.."

So today, I had an interview with In n Out Burger.
I was scared cause this was my second time asking fro a job because the first time I tried it I couldn't go back for the second interview cause volleyball season started.
So anyways, today I get there eat, finish eating and then ask for an interview.
Butttt, there was a guy there already waiting for an interview. &right when I asked someone else arrived and wanted one too. &thennn I see my friend john and he's asking for one too!
Hectic right? Yeah.
So I'm hella scared i might not make it, especially since when I was getting the interview she said "We just hired a couple of people not too long ago."
ughhhh.

But during the interview, it got me thinking. What am I going to do with my life once I'm out of high school? Really.
Yes, I want to go to college. &Yes, I want to live on my own.
How will I do that though if I can't start saving up right now.
In a month, I'll be able to get my license and finally drive on my own.
I don't have a car tho, and I'll have to pay for my insurance.
But I will find a way to make everything possible, because I know nobody will just say "Here, have 5,000 dollars do what ever you want." HA!
But this just showed me that really, I am growing up. As much as I wish I could stay a kid and just watch Peter Pan or Lion King all day I can't.

"This is it. This is the future you talked about. How is it? Right now. This second. Are you alive? Well then why not?" -C.Gutierrez