"Keep a calender this way you will always know."

So, I'm pretty sure everyone that has ever had a conversation with me about what I love or has even talked to me enough should know how much I love this band.
I love when I hear new music and like it, love it even more when its a band I really like.
So imagine how I feel when its a band I LOVE and I listen to the new music and LOVE it.
Get my drift yet?
Don't think so, no one ever does. Except these boys.
If you got what I meant, maybe its cause you know me well enough and know how crazy I am for these boys. And not "0MG! I wanz y0 bbzz!" but the actual, "Thank you Lord for introducing me to this band because now I have something to sooth me when no one can." HELLACHEESYIKNOW.
But, I don't care.
It doesn't matter how you found your favorite band or how long you've been a fan. To me at least it doesn't. Maybe its cause when I love a band and call them my "favorite" I truly & sincerely mean it.
I can write SO much just about this band, but I won't. Because it doesn't matter to you, I know this.
I'm writing this so when I meet them or go see them next (HOPEFULLY12/21!) I won't write or say a bunch of mumbles that don't even make sense to me.
I can write loads of quotes and lines from songs about them, I actually left a page looking gray almost once because I could not sleep and had all THEIR songs in my head. (pathetic yes, but I could care less.)
Fall Out Boy, I'm one of those fans that haven't given up on you. I'm of the "diehards" that will live up to the saying. I haven't even finished listening to the full album yet, but its wonderful so far. &I'm not saying it just cause your my favorite either. I truly get moved by some of the words you say.
"what a catch." You truly are. -
Pete Wentz; I don't think your a "sellout" because you've found a way to put your music out there and your ideas onto some clothes.
Patrick Stump; I love your voice. Even though sometimes I'm not sure if your saying "catsrace" or "armsrace" ha, I love it.
Joe Trohman; haha every time I see you on tv and my moms in the room she goes "God, he looks like a hobo." and my reply always is "Yeah, but I love that hobo."
Andy Hurley; real fans haven't forgotten about you. We know your the drummer with a heart of gold.


"I wanna scream I love you from the top of my lungs."
If you read this, dang I'm sorry you just read something that probably should have been in an invisible diary of mine. But thanks, maybe you've realized that I don't love these boys cause of their fame or because people I know love them. If this doesn't show you how much they mean to me, then tell me cause I wanna hear your opinion on it. SIKKKE! I don't care, the love I have for them I don't have to prove to anyone except to them themselves.
Now, off I go to fall asleep (hopefully) to their soothing words. (: